tamara paganini was part of the first edition of Big Brother. Now the former participant, one of the most remembered reality shows, was interviewed by George Rial in Argentzuela (C5N, Mon-Fri 3pm), spoke about how difficult her life was after leaving the program and assured that a killer instinct awoke which he held for several years.
“I am calmer. hate less…”, surprised the former ‘little sister’ in one section of the speech. “Because I really he had a list of people he was going to kill at 70,” he added.
“I was about to reach 70, because you have house arrest”, he clarified and pointed directly to the driver: “Also, I wished you a long life, so I can kill you when I turned 70.
“Luis Ventura, you, a couple of Big Brother insiders, from Big Brother production. Even the psychologisthe detailed when Rial asked him who the people who made up the above list were.
“There were several people I was putting on the list…”, said the interviewee. And he continued: “And then I realized little by little I started crossing names off the list. It means that I understood, I understood, I forgave or I don’t know what happened”.
“But don’t worry, the list is gone, I don’t even know where it is,” she clarified with a laugh.
“The killer instinct that aroused all the aggression in me… I felt like a mine lying on the floor and everyone throwing stones at me, like María Magdalena,” described Tamara.
And he admitted: “I was awakened by a killer instinct that I I imagined people kneeling and being shot in the head and that blood comes out like Tarantino…”.
“I’ve lived there. ‘at some point I will take my revenge’, ‘at some point I will kill your son’. I’ve been thinking about those things that you know you can’t do,” she said.
“At one point that calmed me down,” she mused. And she condemned: “I wasn’t emotionally prepared to continue in a medium I didn’t understand and that has hurt me since I set foot on the street. He could not”.
The life of Tamara Paganini after crossing Big Brother
tamara paganini talked about everything with George Rial. Interviewed about the program C5N the former participant of the most famous reality show, He assured that the media pressure has not been checked to which she underwent after passing the first edition of the program.
He explained that because of his fame, he could only find work in television, radio, theater or making appearances in nightclubs, but could not get “ordinary” jobs. His attempts to recover a “quiet” life were in vain and due to lack of money he had to return to the media on several occasions, even though it was not his will
“I came out of Big Brother With work, anything you want but in TV, radio, shows, even if you wanted to record a CD… The offers were, whatever you want to do, you can do it…recalls Paganini.
“And all I wanted was to go back to my home, to my life. It took me years to understand that the life I had was not going to come back and that I had to act from there,” he was honest.
In this context, he recalled difficult situations he experienced due to his fame: “I had physical consequences, many. I’ve been hurt many times.”
“I once walked out of a bowling alley with a bloody nipple. There have been injuries, people who have run over other people lying on the ground to touch me, hospitalized people… ”, she recalled.
“The more the environment forgot about me, the calmer I was and the more possible it was to get a job. I dreamed of having a stable life and the truth after Big Brother it was impossible to have a stable lifea stable job,” he concluded.
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Source: Clarin
