military hammer, whose Hollywood career collapsed two years ago after being accused of abuse and rape, finally broke the silence In an interview published by the magazine airmail.

The actor’s latest news revealed that he was working at a resort in the Cayman Islands, where he grew up and where he secluded himself in 2021, when His conversations highlighting his sexual fetishism with cannibalistic practices have been made publicand which has led to allegations of abuse by several women – and a rape– which is being investigated by the Los Angeles Police Department.

After the scandal, Hammer spoke to that American medium and revealed that his interest in the slaverysubmission, masochism and other sexual practices (BDSM), was born from the sexual abuse suffered at the age of 13 by his parish priest youth.

“It caused sexuality to creep into my life in a way that was completely out of my control.. She had no decision-making power. Sexuality entered my life in a terrifying way, with no control over it,” said the protagonist of call me by your name.

My interest became: “I want to be in control, sexually””, added Hammer, who grew up in a family linked to oil companies and other millionaire businesses in the United States.

“Imbalance of power” and suicide attempt

In that same interview, Hammer admits that the “power dynamics” in his past relationships “weren’t right” because he was a star. And she’s acknowledged her own lack of emotional responsibility to the women she’s met online, even during her decade-long marriage to TV host Elizabeth Chambers.

“I’m here to admit my mistakes, take responsibility for the fact that I was a jerk, I was a selfish person who used people to make me feel better, and when I’m done, I’ve moved on,” she said. of the allegations of Courtney Vucekovich and Julia Morrison, two of the women who revealed chats with the actor.

Although he admits it, Hammer denied committing a crime. And she confessed that, after that rape allegation by the woman identified as “Effie,” contemplated suicide.

“I entered the ocean and swam as far as possible in hopes of drowning., from being hit by a boat or eaten by a shark. Then I realized my children were still on the shore and that I couldn’t do this to them,” he said.

Cancel culture and help from Downey Jr.

the actor of Social network assures that, since then, he has been in treatment and that he is grateful for his “recovery”. But took advantage of the interview to criticize the “cancellation culture” which, according to him, does not give “rehabilitation opportunities”.

“The minute someone does something wrong, they get shot. There is no possibility of rehabilitation. When they throw someone like me into the fire, to protect themselves, all they do is raise the fire. And that fire is now out of control and it will burn the whole world,” he added.

He also spoke about the help his colleague and friend Robert Downey Jr. gave him. The star of Hombre de Hierro era one of the few who didn’t let go of his hand on the road to rehabilitation.

“There are examples everywhere, Robert is one of them. People who have been through things like this and found redemption and a new path. This, I think, is what is being lost in this business marked by cancellation culture and the progressive mafiashe mused.

Hammer decided to come out and give his version months after the premiere of the documentary series House of Hammer: Family Secretswho dealt with her intimate and professional life, from those same rape allegations, to her family’s dark secrets.