After a series of audios that Lucas Benvenuto sent to Jey Mammon Years ago, the young man who denounced the comedian for child sexual abuse went live on his Instagram account to make some clarifications and reiterate his complaint against the driver.
Welcome assures that the former conductor of The Rock of Morphi (Telefe, Sundays at 11.30) raped him when he was 14, however in one of the leaked audios, she tells Jey “it reminded me you used to date me when I was 16… oops”.
The truth is that in the last few hours the skater has broken his silence and explained that although Jey had abused him when he was 14, two years later they began to be “engaged” and he claimed that this hurt him more than the sexual abuse.
“It’s not the first time I’ve had to draw strength from where I don’t have it to stand up with my things and tell how things are”Lucas advanced.
“We all woke up with the audio note that it was already known because I mentioned it in some interviews. I want to tell you what the story of that audio note is like,” he began by saying.
The young man then referred to those who call him a “hero” for having dismantled pedophile gangs and regretted that the defendants are now free. “I don’t feel like a hero… If I get three convictions, I clear out two pedophile gangs, one for trafficking and after months they’re free…”He explained.
“The only thing that did me any good was talking. When they are released, I explode, because even if they convict him, he remains free,” he continued.
“One sentence is not enough for me and then you can go back to walking peacefully on the street while I pay for hours and hours and hours of therapy”he lunged.
And he recalled: “When they were all released, I had a nervous breakdown. That’s when, after these messages I send, I have my second suicide attempt. There was a special night where I couldn’t take it anymore with myself or with everything I felt”.
“Then one night I take my phone and start one by one. The same anger, the same pain, was for everyone that night,” she said, referring to the moment she contacted Jey. And she pointed out that she had started sending them messages through her social networks.
“I was angry… You know what it was like for me to feel broken again?” Lucas said of the audios that have gone viral in the last few hours.
Regarding the audio note that was made public, she said “this is where I realize I still need more psychological help. I thought I would fix it with a year or two of therapy and I would also fix it with a pill that would make my smile come back.
“I realize that I still feel guilty. And I talk about all of them because for me they are all in the same bag, even if they have done me less or more damage. I don’t see them individually,” said Lucas, who has been sexually abused since she was four.
Then, Lucas detailed the connection he had with Jey Mammon: “I felt guilty the first night he raped me. It doesn’t seem strange to me that at this point he doesn’t know and doesn’t care if I was 18, 15, 14 or 16. Because he was emotionally broken at the time, he was a depressed person Juan (real name actor actor)”. “I drank all day, I smoked joints, I was high 24 hours a day”he detailed.
“That night when I get up, go to the bathroom, I realize what they did to me, I have a terrible hickey, scratches on my back, I wake up naked… That’s when I realize it, but I still haven’t had a psychological reconstruction. I only asked for help when I was 25, when I received my first therapy. My head at 14 was a mess, I had been beaten by all the other abuse.
“And no, I didn’t ask him, ‘What have you done to me?’ I let it happen because I didn’t want him to get angry, I didn’t want to lose someone again and fall into the hands of another abuser. I preferred to be submissive to him.”maintained and continued: “I always blamed myself. But not anymore… because this cross doesn’t belong to me. The weight of this cross corresponds to other people”.
The most significant phrases of Lucas’ live Welcome to Instagram
– “I don’t have to clarify anything, I don’t have to clarify your doubts about anything. That’s how things went and it was like this.”
– “I never told him that he raped me or asked him what happened and how he lived life, I think he didn’t take it as a rape… Who knows what he did to me. What I mean is that his life was way out of control at the time, more than mine. No wonder things get mixed up.”
– “From 14 to my 15, almost 16 years it was psychological torture, because he was psyching me to keep me in bed. At that time I was always a piece of meat. We only got together to have sex. I was like a ghost and he let me know in many ways, they were very cruel ways to always make me go to bed. I understand that today as an adult.”
-“He never realized what he did to me and hearing him talk about it in an interview is fatal to me.”
-“When that engagement relationship was achieved, it was at 16. It marked me for life at 16, I felt it very serious because At 16, he sentimentally enters my head.”
– “Although what he did to me at 14 was serious, what he did to me at 16 seemed more serious to me. That’s why I say I need more help and more years of therapy. I still can’t understand why I see what he did to me at 14 as less serious and what he did to me at 16 as more serious.”
– “For me what happened from the age of 16 onwards was very serious, because he did something that the others didn’t do. The others didn’t play the game of boyfriends, of ‘I love you’…He got into it in a new way that I didn’t know about. So when I tell him in the audio note ‘you screwed up with a 16 year old boy’ it is because at that moment there was the proposal to get engaged, where the love songs, the dedications, the greetings began, he told me it started to show a little more. That moment was very important to me because I thought he accepted me.”
– “It marked me for life. After that, it was very difficult for me to have a partner again, let someone know me, I always felt cheated. She cost me a lot … falling in love again, hearing a sincere “I love you” again. It traumatized me.”
– “I think I can’t be blamed for sending an angry audio note knowing what they did to me. The truth is terrifying.”
Source: Clarin
