since it went on sale Blanca, the girl who wanted to fly – 10 acts to avoid oblivion (Planeta Editorial), the book by Benjamin Vicunathe details of the ordeal that the Chilean actor and Carolina Pampita Ardohain experienced after the death of their first daughter, who died at the age of 6, in 2012 were known. In this work by Vicuña there is a chapter, a very moving one , with a text written by Blanquita’s mother.
It happens that although for now it is only available in Chile, since in Argentina it will be presented on Saturday May 13 at the Buenos Aires Book Fair, several parts of the book that the actor wrote with an open heart have transcended.
Right now a part of the tenth chapter has been published in which, according to Vicuña, he shares some things that his wife wrote, who obviously agreed to be published.
In the published letters, the driver recounts how desperate she is after her daughter’s departure, remembers how beautiful she was and alludes to a very particular drawing that the girl had made shortly before her death.
“I share some intimate and captivating lyrics that Carolina wrote a few months after our girlfriend left and which he generously gave to me”, anticipates Benjamin in his book.
Pampita Ardohain: “The tears don’t end and neither do the moans of pain”
There, Pampita begins by saying that “There isn’t a day that I don’t feel hopeless. The tears do not end and neither do the moans of pain. It’s like time has stopped and my body is moving, but… my soul was stuck at the bottom of a blind well“.
“My beautiful Bianca, I am reminded of your drawing that flies with wings and hearts that light up. What do you want to say? Did you know you’d be gone? How I did not know! I would have kissed you and held you in my arms without letting go, even defying God if necessary,” she later says.
And he continues: “I don’t know how I will get out of bed tomorrow, nor do I know how I did this week, how I talk to people and how I take care of Beltrán.”
“His pictures kill me but I love them too. The ones I have on her cell phone I always look at … She was so big and beautiful. Her last time she didn’t stop admiring that beauty that she was becoming. I told him so much on the Mexico trip! And also in the clinic the first few days,” says Pampita.
Elsewhere, she opens up about how difficult it was one of the first times she visited her daughter at the cemetery and recalls that “I read her name written over and over again: Blanca Vicuña Ardohain. It took me a while to react and I I started crying, but when I started it was like exploding inside”.
It should be remembered that in another part of the book released this week, the Chilean actor talks about Pampita’s first nights after his daughter’s departure.
“Carolina woke up every night desperately asking where her Blanquita was”, says Vigogna.
“He would get out of bed, walk down the hall and go to his room. I was looking for her like a desperate lioness”, he then adds.
And he points out: “I could only hug her, contain her and answer: ‘Our girl is fine, she’s in a better place.’ Like a phrase that repeats itself, like a text learned from a bad scene”.
Source: Clarin
