Twelve years after the stroke Gustavo Cerati suffered in Venezuela, in 2010, Chloe Bello He broke the silence he had maintained until now about his relationship with the musician’s family and fired heavy ammunition: “They have behaved very, very, very badly with me”he said, among other things, to Matías Martin during a long interview they did for his program Everything happens on Urbana Play radio.
In the driver’s presentation, she stressed that “Chloé is an actress, she was a model and she’s not a note-taker”, so she emphasized the testimony that was about to enter her show. “We should talk about the program for a week to tell you what happened”he replied when they entered the topic Cerati.
On the beginnings of the relationship with the musician, Chloé recalled that “It has haunted me for four years. I was 18 when I met him and he looked like an old man. He was 28 years older than me and I grew up listening to other music as well. I didn’t have a single reference to him or his music. Nothing mattered less to me. “
Chloé Bello spoke with Matías Martin and his team in “Todo pasa”, the cycle of Radio Urbana. video capture
“The other day I was talking to Lisa, her daughter, with whom I have a great feeling. She is a bread of God. With children I get along very well, with the rest of the family, no. The other day I sent a message to Benito telling him that he was the same as his father “, he commented, making clear the crack that has been generated with part of Cerati’s environment.
“He chased me so much that there was one day I used it, because I really wanted to make another person jealous. He talked to me often and one day I agreed to go out with him for that reason. One day I found out Find out what Soda Stereo was from a guy who told me about the band at the hairdresser. In the first outing we went to a Coldplay recital together, accompanied by his son. But nothing happened“, he highlighted.
“Later we went out several times, but nothing happened. My mom was the same age as him and one day she grabbed him by the hair and told him to take care of me. I was only 22 at the time. It was a day when I got sick and he took me to my mom. There we kissed and we never let go. The next day I went to live at his house And a short time later he took me on tour and we never parted again. “
“The only time I left his side, when I went to London for a campaign, was when the stroke occurred. I was very confused when I found out. I had a high fever and the phone wouldn’t stop ringing. There was a difference in time zone and at five in the morning Nico, the assistant, writes to me saying that Gustavo has asked me to go there just now. And that he couldn’t talk to me. “
Speaking of that moment, Chloé recalled that “I had to take like two different trains to get to the airport and it was maddening, because I didn’t understand what was going on. I managed to get there before the family, who were two hours away. I found what little was left of him. Luckily he got to see me. We slept together and he slowly faded away. “
Chloé and Gustavo Cerati lived five months of intense relationship. Video capture.
Then Matías Martin took the floor and said: “I’m going to cry for you. This subject touches me everywhere and you touch it with an integrity that surprises me. It’s been five months of an incredible rash and it has been like four years of suffering, because Gustavo did not die there “. “He died on May 15, 2010”corrected Chloé, referring to the day she never recovered from the stroke.
“You were always in communication with Lisa. There is one point where you released him there and another where you never released him again,” the driver said. “I didn’t give up anything, they forced me. They have behaved very, very, very badly with me. There are many things to tell. Someday I will adequately speak of the things that need to be talked about. “
“The boys were very young and I didn’t want to put too many things in. I was also very young. I think they wanted to look for a scapegoat and they found him. Unfortunately I linked it. They left me 100% like the bad one“, he highlighted.
“I remember everything about my relationship with him and that I was a girl and many years have passed. I have had much longer relationships that I don’t remember the smell of, or anything else. I also remember Gustavo the scum he had under his nails, it’s one thing very rare, I remember everything, every moment. He’s stayed with me and I feel like he’s still here. I see it absolutely in everything. But I don’t want to become mystical, “she surprised.
“I’ve been in therapy for years and it doesn’t go away. I have it stuck to my skin, tattooed day after day. They say the pain passes with time, but not a damn. It’s still like it was yesterday. We were at the best of times. I feel that sometimes I have to take off and pretend I’m talking about another person, because otherwise the pain comes back and it’s too much, “the actress was honest.
Upon Cerati’s death, Chloé believes that “It is unfair and could have been avoided. This is what kills me the most. There was neglect and they could have caught him in time. A lot happens in polo, when people fall and take ACV. There’s an injection that coagulates your blood … but I don’t want to talk about it. It could have been avoided “.
“The fact remains that I knew what true, true love was thanks to him. It lasted as long as it lasted, but the other day I remembered that Romeo and Juliet, the greatest love story in the world, lasted three days. It is a burden that I will have to live with for a lifetime. It is very difficult to follow because you compare everything with him. We were with the rings to get married and it’s not that it is over because we were fighting or there was no more love “, she pointed out.
Chloé and the apparitions of Cerati
“I have a hard time listening to his music because I hear his voice. I have moments where it becomes unbearable because it always appears to me. He has appeared on the radio all the way to Los Angeles. He does things … He spins all the time, he appeared in the sky, in the clouds. I look crazy, but I see it. Once in Madrid he appeared to me like a shadow in the locker room and I hit myself with a barbarian Julep“, he acknowledged.
The actress spoke to MAtías Martin about her relationship with Gustavo Cerati and his family. video capture
“I was once in Miami and had to rub my eyes because I saw him in the clouds. I know I look crazy, but it was his face grounded in the clouds. He wants to communicate all the time. Many people approach me and tell me they have messages from Gustavo for mebut I prefer to leave this issue aside, “he said.
“There is a person who once told me something very specific that it was impossible for him to know why we were alone. We were in Mexico, in Acapulco and suddenly many birds fell down. It was a very magical situation and very rare. Suddenly this’ person said to me ‘How can they hate her if the birds love her too’. He’s shooting, I have no doubts about that, “he said, to the amazement of Matías Martin and his team.
“I don’t give a damn what other people think. I’ve already given birth to everything I had to give birth to and everything they want to say about me. They said, for example, that I forced him to take Viagra, and at that age I didn’t even know what it was, nor do I need it. Also, they admired him so much but treated him like a total asshole. See if a 22-year-old girl like me would have controlled an older 28-year-old boy like that, ”the actress complained.
Regarding Cerati’s lack of care, Chloé recalled that “He smoked like two packs a day. I recently fetched some Jockey cigarettes from him. Everything I owned was stolen but luckily Lisa took me to her house recently and I recovered some things. It was all there, in the same place. I took some books we were reading, some t-shirts he used when he was with me. “
“I took everything I could. They stole my suitcases and all the things we had like computers, cameras and those things we bought. I lost all the photos. But That day I dressed like him, I even put his panties on. And I smoked a jockey in his honor. “
Regarding the singer’s physical oversights, his former partner stated that “He had a thrombosis. I remember that every flight we went up I had to give him a kiss in the belly. He wasn’t taking care of himself and I told him to relax a little, that there was no need with those fast tours. I wanted to take it out of rock and roll and put it more into acoustics. I think it was his big goodbye. He didn’t want to stop, “he analyzed.
Before closing the note, and after Matías Martin’s gratitude for opening his heart to the interview, Chloé acknowledged that “There are many things to tell, but this is not the time. Someday I will, because there has been so much talk about this. He is gone very well, in love, happy. Very well with me and their children. I was very happy.”
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Source: Clarin
